Versus Vitality - Senior Year Lyrics

This isn't fair, here
The end of my senior year it isn't fair, now to feel this way
Its so wrong to be
Twitching and writhing
My body's convinced that it's dying
Here
You'll see me lying here
It's coursing through my veins
The need to drown in pain
Why's it so hard to be alive
The bottles sealed tight
I'm entering a fight or flight
But i cant say i wanna die
It's tearing me apart
The room is filled with soundless screams
I live in agony
A concept where the air is hard to breathe
So don't say ill be fine
When i'm choking on my heartbeat
What do I give for live for
It's coursing through my veins
The need to drown in pain
Why's it so hard to be alive
The bottles sealed tight
I'm entering a fight or flight
But i cant say i wanna die
If only i could reach for your hand
So i can make you understand
Please keep me tethered to what's real
But don't let me try to heal
It's coursing through my veins
The need to drown in pain
Why's it so hard to be alive
The bottles sealed tight
I'm entering a fight or flight
But i cant say i wanna die