Just a corpse with a beating heart
Fibers in my skin I can't dig them out
My mind has been gentrified
Every pore feels like an open wound
I wish I could feel your love
But I'm the one who f*cked it all up
You just feed your cancer
Giving in to all you know
Burning defense mechanisms basking in the amber glow
Inhale all the smoke that's pouring out and never let it go
Crawling back to unsafe safety because it's all that I know
Softly crying out for answers swallowed by the darkness whole
How can I ever f*cking forgive myself