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And just like that in the
Blink of an eye
Days months and years
Have been and gone
I look back on all the
Opportunities I've had
And then lost
I know I should be
Grateful for all the things
I've experienced
But they're bitter sweet
Victories that seem to be
Meaningless
Nothing has changed
I've just aged
I watch as my life goes
To waste
Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing
But just false hope
There's comfort in not
Caring
I can't be hurt if i can feel
Anything
Decades of daydreaming
But always exhausted
By never achieving
Am I naive or ignorant
Hard to tell when I've
Never known any different
None of this is real it's
All just noise it's burning
My ears
We tell ourselves it'll all
Work out just to numb
The fear
But I'm afraid of the
Consequences of missing
Out
I thought by now I'd have
All I want but instead I'm
Full of doubt
Nothing has changed
I've just aged
I watch as my life goes
To waste
Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing
But just false hope
There's comfort
In not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't
Feel anything
Decades of daydreaming
But always exhausted
By never achieving
Am I naive
Or ignorant
Hard to tell when I've
Never known any different
Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing
But just false hope
There's comfort in not
Caring
I can't be hurt if I can't
Feel anything
Decades of daydreaming
But always exhausted
By never achieving
Am I naive or ignorant
Hard to tell when I've
Never known any different