Messed Up Video (MV)

You know what?
I'm a b**** myself
You know what?
I deserve myself
The sorrows we've grown, we made 'em
And say this rosary while passing by
The souls that we touch, they resonate
Reflecting our itching for endorphines
And keep us high
So
Glad I made it back
I was missing these walls
And a roof on my head
While hating being exposed, I'm naked bare
Panicking like cought up in some headlights
You all knew but me and I did care
I fled to taste the cloying taste of what ain't mine
I meant no wrong
By deluding myself
But it took me too long
Now we're strangers instead
Your eyes were always meant for leading the way
Despite lungs and dreams are no more the same
They turnin' kindle into blaze
Move now
Ride the long wind 'till you understand
Everywhere's an end
Move now
On the long wind 'till you understand
Everywhere's an end
Move now
Ride the long wind 'till you understand
Everywhere's an end
Move now
On the wrong wind 'till you understand
Everywhere's an end
We kill as one, we love the same
Calling with a beacon other satellites
Experience's what we're learning
Only when you leave a trail of dead behind
Alone, on my own, again
It's never harmless
Will it cost all of my lands
Takin' orders from my hands?
Move now
Ride the long wind 'till you understand
Everywhere's an end
Move now
On the long wind 'till you understand
Everywhere's an end
Move now
Ride the long wind 'till you understand
Everywhere's an end
Move now
On the wrong wind 'till you understand
Everywhere's an end
You know what?
I'm a b**** myself
I gave it all to keep 'em at bay
All the monsters, waiting for bad signs
I gave it all to keep 'em at bay
I gave it all to keep 'em at bay
All the monsters, waiting for bad signs
I gave it all to keep 'em at bay
But when they did come I was long gone