Vhinrous - I Wish I Was (feat. Darko) Lyrics

I wish I was
I wish I was
I wish I was
Something more useful
I wish I
I wish I
I wish I was (Could)

Look in the mirror and be proud of who I was
I can't
And it sucks cause you know one day it might end abrupt
One day your depression might eventually erupt

Yeah, I can't take it
I use music as my ticket to safety
And I hope my life ends safely
And this might sound crazy, but

Sometimes I like the feel of pain
It feels like a gain
I don't know if I'm sane
Probably something in my brain
I don't know, I can't tell
I row with the flow bust I just feel I'm not well, I'm trapped in a cell, yeah

I use self deprecation to try to cope
But my friend just told me he tried, and there was no hope

I wish I was
I wish I was
I wish I was
Something more useful
I wish I
I wish I
I wish I was

I wish I
I wish I
I wish I was
I wish I was
I wish I was