Am I miserable because I'm wicked
Or am I wicked because I'm miserable
I'm miserable
And my attempts at fabricating
Heaven's halo and the white wings
Were all useless endeavors to start
I was maladroitly casted for this part.
And I drive home singing along to emo songs about dying alone
And I think I really relate to this dismal tone
And I hate that I do
But I do
Oh God I do
And Jesus calmed the tempest with his hand
The winds and waves all obey his command
So drain my blood into the sea
Give him control and then I'll finally be free
So drain my blood into the sea
Give him control and then I'll finally be free
Then maybe I'd do what is asked of me
And I drive home singing along to emo songs about dying alone
And I think I really relate to this dismal tone
And I hate that I do
But I do
Oh God I do
And I'd scream if I thought someone could hear me
And I would pray if I felt someone was listening
And I used to think happiness came naturally
But now I only smile when the pills are working on me
And I drive home screaming along to emo songs about dying alone
And I wish I didn't relate to this dismal tone
And I hate that I do
But I do
Oh God I do
I do
I do