Vicarious - Not Quite Sober Lyrics

Picking apart the ceiling with my eyes
A pattern I know far too well
The cushions in the corner haunting me
Cause somehow these memories still dwell
So why, after all this time, does my heartbeat spike when I think of that night?
And I know that nothing could bring back that blissful ache
Not quite sober yet, even though I put down the bottle so long ago
Not quite sober yet, hints of pleasure and pain still writhing on that floor
Not quite sober yet, even though I put down the bottle so long ago
Not quite sober yet, hints of pleasure and pain still writhing on that floor
My world suddenly gets colder as I walk through that door
And warmth doesn't exist here anymore, it's quite clear
But never thought I'd return, in such a different state
But the same city, might think it queer
So why, after all this time, does my mind still beg for more?
Not quite sober yet, even though I put down the bottle so long ago
Not quite sober yet, hints of pleasure and pain still writhing on that floor
Not quite sober yet, even though I put down the bottle so long ago
Not quite sober yet, hints of pleasure and pain still writhing on that floor
Buzzed still but, not too intoxicated
To see the toxic places you left me, yeah
Buzzed still but, not too intoxicated
To see the toxic places you left me I'm
Way too f*cked up for way too f*cking long
But you have my word, this'll be your very last song
And not a single drop of yours will ever touch my tongue
For the rest of my life, out of mind, outta sight
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore
Not quite sober yet, even though I put down the bottle so long ago
Not quite sober yet, hints of pleasure and pain still writhing on that floor
Not quite sober yet, even though I put down the bottle so long ago
Not quite sober yet, hints of pleasure and pain still writhing on that floor
Not quite sober yet
Buzzed still but, not too intoxicated
Not quite sober yet
To see the toxic places you left me, yeah
Not quite sober yet
Buzzed still but, not too intoxicated
Not quite sober yet
To see the toxic places you left me, yeah
Places you left me, yeah
Places you left me, yeah
Places you left me high