Vickie Paxton - hey dad Lyrics

Hey dad you wouldn't believe the state of the world today
It all turned to shit when they said you were sick and that you'd pass away
Now i'm laying on the floor with a photo of us in front of me
And candles everywhere and your ashes in my hand
And i'm burning sage
Trying to control my rage
Hey dad i've been wearing your clothes almost every day
They drown me to shit but they smell like you and i like baggy things anyway
And i've been listening to Bowie more than ever
And I can see you hear you dancing in my head
And i'm burning sage
Trying to control my rage
Hey dad how crazy are the dreams i've been having
Well you are always there can you feel me when I feel you close?
And in the morning i'll make a cup of tea and I can smell you smoking
Cigarette after cigarette
It's like you're always there
Are you always there?
It's like you're always there
Hey dad it's crazy how much I miss you
It feels like shit but I can hear you tell me that it'll be ok
Cause I've been laying on the floor with a photo of us in front of me
And candles everywhere and your ashes in my hand
And i'm burning sage
Trying to control my rage
Still burning sage