Vicky-D - 2020 Lyrics

2010 I picked up the pen
And started jotting down some lyrics
I'd go around the hallway
Rapping to anyone who'd hear it
All my rap was about inspiration
Even though throughout my life
I dealt with the bully nation
I wanted to give hope
But during high school years
Man hope was a joke
I had them negative thoughts about self harm
2013, I hurt my arm, on purpose
When I calmed down I realized it wasn't worth it
But it wasn't the last time
Tryna plunge the tears down
But they still overflowed
The next 6 months
I wanted to be circled by the crows
2014 I was ripped but not running
I say ripped but not running
Because when I cut i just couldn't
Cut deep enough
And when I went to church
The word just didn't reach deep enough
Cuz my soil was rocky
And the birds picked it up
Before it had a chance to reach my heart
And get my light turnt up
But I was invited, then
I was invited again
It didn't stop anything in the moment
But after some time the progress begins
Then I made a choice
And I heard his voice
And that was the end of the noise

6 years later
Ups and down
My faith goes round and round
Knees on the ground
Like I'm dizzy
There's no need to doubt my God
And wonder where is he
I know he is not in the tomb
Because he is risen
No he's not dead
Yes he is living
And that's blessing
Cuz Now I'm not dead
Now I am living
Cuz He sent his spirit
To live in my heart
He's in the end
And he's in the start
And he's in the present
Up on the mountain
Teaching a lesson
He got me smiling
Big like it's a crescent
Moon, the year is new
But I ain't scared of the change
Now I got good soil
So I'm Ready for the rain
I'm not saying you won't hurt me
I guarantee you will
The strongest bone in the body
Is the broken one that healed
2020 I'm not afraid of you
I can't wait til 2021 to see what I made of you
All I have to say to you is that I might not favor you
But I'm bout to get louder after the season like cicadas do
And I got a couple more things to explain to you
I'm guilty yet seen as blameless before
God and my savior too
Anything other than that you talkin
You can save the tune
Live out the truth
Stop switching up for trends like a changing room
Check out the spot Dalmatian
I'm covered like chicken pox
I'm talking salvation
Got a head full of locks
I'm in the lock nation
Sin 7 inches deep in the casket
Yeah I rose from that
Expose the cap
With light that's smack
My God rose and he's coming back
The enemy wanna keep me down
But my God wears the crown
That's my dad, that's my bro
That's my friend, that's my master
There is no other person that I'm after
That about sums it up
The greatest of all time
I bet my God ones him up