This is not how it used to be
All those years I had you
Were the best I'll ever live
How could I ever believe
I'd be here without you?
Every place, every melody
Makes me think about you
And it hurts, I must admit
To be standing where we've been
But it's time I learn how to
This is the last Christmas I'll miss you
And I thought you should know
I've held on for so long
But tonight I'm letting go
Of all the memories, 'cause this is
The last Christmas I'll miss you
Through the years, I have loved again
Always had someone to hold me
But when carols fill the air
Yes, I know it isn't fair
It's your face that comes to haunt me
(But I promise you don't need to worry, 'cause)
This is the last Christmas I'll miss you
And I thought you should know
I've held on for so long
But tonight I'm letting go
Of all the memories, 'cause this is
The last Christmas I'll miss the way things could have been
I am leaving you behind
So cheers to you, my everything
And the last Christmas you'll be on my mind
This is the last Christmas I'll miss you
And I thought you should know
I've held on for so long
But tonight I'm letting go
Of all the memories, 'cause this is
The last Christmas I'll want to hold and kiss you
Underneath the mistletoe
I've held on for so long
But tonight I'm letting go
Of all the memories, 'cause this is
The last Christmas I'll miss you