I fell down, but nothing ever made me feel quite this stranded
I fell down, but nothing ever left me this empty handed
I fell down, but nothing ever made me feel this abandoned
I fell down, I fell down
I don't even know where to start
Pour a couple feelings out my heart
Living through the long days
And the worst days, in the best ways
I don't even know what that means
Couldn't even tell you how I think
I just make a couple melodies and hope they speak to you
But everything is getting old now
Like universal age
These wars won't cease to wage
Like what is this situation
I think I'm done now
I feel the worst now
I feel like going on is a reality that's cursed now
Don't know what's left for me in the sea of things to do now
I thought I had a plan
I thought I figured it out
I was more wrong than I thought I was
Dragging my feet all through the mud
Seems like I came to nowhere
Or was there even really hope for me
Or was it supposed to be different now
Was I supposed to make it eventually
Was I ever even supposed to make it out
I know there's battles for everyone
But it feels like mine's unbeatable
I'm looking for anywhere I can run
Maybe I'm headed to my own funeral
At least that's some kind of place to head
Better off somewhere, even dead
I don't know how it all started out
But I guess I found a place to rest
Goodbye to all the bad things
I wanna say goodbye to all the bad dreams
I wanna say goodbye to everything
I wanna say goodbye to every last lie
I wanna say goodbye to every dark sky
I wanna say goodbye before my time
I wanna find a purpose for me, but I can't find one
What does that mean, did I finish my run
Do I have nothing else left to go
I feel my mind spiral out of control
I feel the time as it passes slow
So slow, so slow
In silence I'm drowning
Deeper than I thought it could go
Oh-oh-oh, oh no
No, no, no, no
No, no-o, no
I fell down, but nothing ever made me feel quite this stranded
I fell down, but nothing ever left me this empty handed
I fell down, but nothing ever made me feel this abandoned
I fell down, I fell down