Viktus - Paranoia Lyrics

Paranoia creeping in, this time, I don't think I'm a win
Depression is a daily struggle that I battle with
Feeling anxious, defeated, these feelings keep on repeating
Now I'm feeling so lonely and hopeless
I find comfort in sadness, I find more comfort in pain
Because it's something I'm used to, man, I've struggled for days
The days turn to months, and then the months turn to years
I can't cry anymore, because I've used up my tears
I'm like, f*ck it, tho I wanna let it out
But when I go to speak, it feels like stitches in my mouth
I'm like, f*ck it, tho, I think I kinda like it
Cause if I have to talk about my past, I get reminded bout the
Paranoia creeping in, this time, I don't think I'm a win
Depression is a daily struggle that I battle with
Feeling anxious, defeated, these feelings keep on repeating
Now I'm feeling so lonely and hopeless
You know it's kinda f*cked, I think I like the pain
Because I'm stuck in the mud, my self-destructive ways
You know it's kinda f*cked that I will never be the same
As I was before the storm, depression came
I've been tryna say I'm good, been tryna convince myself
Cause it's easier to lie than admit that I need help
Help me out, I need a helping hand
I'm gonna help you up so you can help me stand
I'm stuck in this place between heaven and hell
There's abrasions on my knees from all the times that I fell
I'm tryna make peace with the devil himself
Because he set his sights upon my soul, I'm mentally ill
I'm tryna hold it on, it's the most I can do
There's hope when the horizon starts containing the truth
I know that with time I will win, I won't lose
Cause I believe in myself, now I'm believing on you
I'm looking at the time but the clock stopped ticking
Paranoia in my mind, thoughts don't stop tricking
I'm slipping, I've been falling again
But I'mma rise up, put my paper to pen
Paranoia creeping in, this time, I know I'm gonna win
I'm killing all these demons that I've battled with
Feeling grateful and faithful for the things that I've been through
I'm just wishing and hoping that you do too
F*ck it
Paranoia creeping in, this time, I know I'm gonna win
I'm killing all these demons that I've battled with
Yeah
Paranoia creeping in, this time, I know I'm gonna win
Yeah
I'm killing all these demons that I've battled with
F*ck em