You ever felt like you were battling something that you just can't understand
And probably never will
That feeling you get when you feel like what's the point
Why I keep going on
When there's nothing left to lose, what can I prove
Up in a world that is still without truth
When awoken from my tomb, what will I do
Stuck in a world that was built without you in my head
Without you, I feel dead
Am I losing myself
Am I doomed to my hell
Without you in my head
Without you, I feel dead
Am I losing myself
Am I doomed to my hell
Like Black Adam with a black mask and a backpack
With the gat added, being bad is just a bad habit
Like a crack addict, being good is so pragmatic
It appears I'm backpacking till I pull a rabbit out the hat jack
You would swear it's black magic when that blast happened
Not even Batman can adapt to this habitat
That surrounds my cell as I walk through this bloodshed
In this war zone I built around myself
Mixing things you can find on the over counter shelf
Take my enemies, count em up, square with every one of them
All at once, what's a one on one
I want all the smoke, crush em like roaches as I round em up
I've been in and out of love, got a thing for this state of being
Gotta pay my demons even though they're the ones
That's been really taking control and keeping me from breathing
It's my anger and my evil ways they've been eating
Cause that's what I feed em, still it's never enough
Guess it depends on what vein the needle aims for
As I beg for freedom like
This don't seem real, so why don't you seal my pain away
If I cannot feel, how could you heal my pain someday
When there's nothing left to lose, what can I prove
Up in a world that is still without truth
When awoken from my tomb, what will I do
Stuck in a world that was built without you in my head
Without you I feel dead, am I losing myself
Am I doomed to my hell
Without you in my head, without you I feel dead
Am I losing myself, am I doomed to my hell
Human weapon with a pen and I can see the end
And everything that's in it, even my beginning
When I'm in the presence of what I've envisioned as my minds imprisoned
God, it's been a minute since I've done a sentence
So I wrote a letter, hope you get the message
Cause I think I got it said, return to sender
And it messed my head up, so I looked within myself
And start to believe it was all a set up
It's not hard to tell I'm fed up, so I picked a pen up
Is it wrong for sons to ask their fathers please just
Step up even for a lesson, on my knees and begging
Honestly, it's probably just all a misconception
Causing deep depression, am I wrong to even question
All the things that bring me these perspectives
As I seek redemption, so let me be brief
The day the world defeats me, I'll be six feet deep
In my coffin with my candles lit
Until they unleash me from this deep sleep
They thought I was drowning in my sorrow
But I'm only knee deep from where I'm standing
That's like three feet from the heavens
Guess I'll wait for God to reach me, hope he makes it just in time
Before I'm gone, hope that he sees that I tried
And I did all I could to do right
Hope that he knows, all that I've done with my life
All of my sacrifice for what's mine
When there's nothing left to lose, what can I prove
Up in a world that is still without truth
When awoken feom my tomb, what will I do
Stuck in a world that was built without you in my head
Without you, I feel dead
Am I losing myself
Am I doomed to my hell
Without you in my head
Without you, I feel dead
Am I losing myself
Am I doomed to my hell
When there's nothing left to lose, what can I prove
Up in a world that is still without truth
When awoken from my tomb, what will I do
Stuck in a world that was built without you in my head
Without you, I feel dead
Am I losing myself
Am I doomed to my hell
Without you in my head
Without you, I feel dead
Am I losing myself
Am I doomed to my hell
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