Vinny Zeek - After Trauma Lyrics

Thought I'd write a happier song but I know it won't fit in
Thought I'd wear some cleaner clothes but I know I won't fit in
Thought I'd write a clearer poem but it won't fit in
Can only do the simple things
Can't remember anything
Everyone's so mad at me
Can't understand anything
Why am I so lost
Not a feeling that I can feel
Often think that nothing is real
Not a feeling that I can feel
Often think that nothing is real
Smack myself right off my heels
Just to redirect the pain
Thought I'd write a clearer thought even though it won't make sense
Thought I'd write all that I sought but I know you won't read it
Thought I'd write a clearer thought but I know it won't fit in
Thought I'd return all that I bought runaway but that's insane
Thought I'd seek all that I've lost but I know it'd be in vain
Can only do the simple things
Can't remember anything
Everyone's so mad at me
Can't understand anything
Why am I so lost
Not a feeling that I can feel
Often think that nothing is real
Smack myself right off my heels
Just to redirect the pain
Not a feeling that I can feel
Often think that nothing is real
Smack myself right off my heels Just to redirect the pain