Vintage Jay - For a Reason (feat. TheBio) Lyrics

I don't think you know my limit
All these demons that I'm battling
Yo heart I cannot fix it
I'll drown it if I have to
My momma steady bitching
She want me out the house
Police looking for witness
Man someone just got shot

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
But what am I living for
All I know is grind, all I know is grind
And that I'm getting old
Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna cry
I feel like my heart is broke
I don't wanna die, but what am I living for

First and for most we living poorly sleeping on sofas
Slanging the soda this shit corruptive I got own bruh
It's tough to handle depression
You ask for all my confessions
I came in here with a plan
My life is teaching me lessons

I used walk with a smile
I used hop on the metro
I really wanted the ball, I wasn't good for next level
My dreams are farther I'm reaching
I gave you all of pieces
I wear my heart on my sleeve and hoping yous the one leaning

I'm tryna find all the reasons
My people killing they stealing
U gotta do your own healing
And stand for what you believe in
I pray we get it my nigga
I'm counting figures on figures, but when this shit is all over u cannot take it all with ya

I rep the North of the city
Where kids are lost in the image
I'm jumping fences on fences the cops are out here to get us
My homies looking for trouble, I scramble through all the struggle
I'm here to adapt to the world, defeating all of my battles

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
But what am I living for
All I know is grind, all I know is grind
And that I'm getting old
Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna cry
I feel like my heart is broke
I don't wanna die, but what am I living for

I'm tryna get by I really can't lie, walking in fire but my feet are not hot
Demons they scheming they want me to die, feeling a vibe and feelings ain't right
Holding real tight on my glock when I aim
Cross on my heart while releasing this pain
Ain't been the same since my moms past away
Broke outta that cage now I'm going insane
Ain't thinking the same, I'm feening for change
Stuck in my ways I got lost in the sauce
Been ducking the laws I'm going out strong
Follow my heart I know I've been scarred
Been pealing the skin, up and I'm at it again
How many times you been sent to the pens, I really don't even have a count on my hands
I got on my knees I looked at my hands and asked the man to save me
I got on my knees I looked at my hands and asked the man to save me

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
But what am I living for
All I know is grind, all I know is grind
And that I'm getting old
Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna cry
I feel like my heart is broke
I don't wanna die, but what am I living for