Vintage Jay - Pool of Hope Lyrics

Look me in my eyes and tell me what you see in me
It's kinda strange the lack of judgement got me crying see
I bought you flowers, wrote you poems, put you on your feet
Defeating love like its my enemy it wants me gone
I told myself I wasn't gone write you another song
I'm tryna find the differences between the good and wrong
I try to run off on my demons man they follow me
And what they want from me?
Lord they scared of me
They want me to shoot a gun and make people jump out their seat
My little brother needs my guidance cus my pops ain't here
My momma told me stack your chips and let god handle things
Am I supposed to sit and wait like I ain't damaged here
Tryna find the strength in me and move on with the flow
From selling dope to selling flows I'm on a different coast
Broken woman the most and who am I blame
Like I ain't f*cked up with my girl and left her with a stain
I go to war with all my thoughts I'm holding back my tears
Well toughing up my little homie u got a lot to live
Don't get caught up with these bitches they will pull your strings
You lost the fun in social drinking that shit just fades away
And all your friends just wanna party they control your head
In competition who's baddest and who looks the best
I got bitches in my bed and I don't feel a thing
And some of them I hope you know I hope you are aware
That money don't define your thoughts
You gotta know your leverage
We rather get it off the block
My niggas moving hectic
And I'm adapting to the pressure
I think its getting messy
I buckle up go toe to toe if u wanna test me
And I ain't nothing basic
I'm just an isolated soul that sees the world as a broken writer that never made it
And when I cry I get faded when I die I hope miss me
Cus I'm speaking from the heart let me know if I'm dreaming
Let me know if its all fake let me know when u walk away
Let me know if its uncertain I'm too broken to be holding
Thought I had enough of this
People wanna see u down man I'm not the one to fix
Man I got my f*ckn self and I know f*ckn got it
Put yourself above the shelf even when they f*ckn doubted
Bullet shells hit the floor karma comes once around it
Drowning in a pool of hope and I'm hoping that you find me, man I'm hoping that you find me
Yeah I'm hoping that you find me, drowning in a pool of hope and I'm hoping that you find me

I said I'm good man I'm good man I'm good by own bruh
They wanna tare me up they praying on my downfall, yeah they praying on my downfall
I said I'm good man I'm good man I'm good by own bruh
They wanna tare me up they praying on my downfall, yeah they praying on my downfall