Chemical love, that's all I know
A cycle I can't damage and can't control
Cold, grey, dull and dead
But on this apathetic mind the hearth is fed
But all this is just a short fix
For a mixture of God complex and temporary euphoria
I put salve on the tumor, but it never heals
Just dulling the pain, but it doesn't manifest itself in any way
The right darkness in my soul
Without existence and without desire I pay the toll
But all this is only a short recovery
For a moment I feel the lighting
But it's just a flash, a false feeling
Slightly glowing in the dark
But it disappears and leaves a trail
These chemical compounds quickly fill my brain
They enter my lungs and give me reason
Removing inhibitions, setting my soul free