Downward Spiral (feat. Justin Dilworth) Video (MV)

Was it worth it?
I know I'm nowhere close to perfect but did I deserve it?
Now I'm on my bedside broken and nervous
Was it worth it?
Loosening these fingers of a broken man with a broken hand
But judging by the look in your eyes that was the master plan all along
I feel like a puppet on a shelf
Why do I feel like such a burden to myself
These walls are closing in so it's impossible to scream for help
It's the beginning of a downward spiral!

Losing contact with family and friends
I can't believe this is happening again
Swallowing pills and counting to ten
Hoping that this pin and suffering will end

Was it worth it
To be better than me?
With your head in your hands
Nothing thoughtful
No relief to me
No sign to end tyranny
Addicted by your own way out
I am the martyr, I am the end

I've exhausted all my options, I'm filled with doubt
The only option left, Is the easy way out
So I take my pills and count to ten