Awaiting the sensation of a violent occasion
You're my purple persuasion dressed in vagueness
But I can't take it
The lying's got me rolling on the floor
Hatred of society's got me crying on the floor
I don't even know what I am hungry for
Longing for misfired desires
I don't want to be like this
Anymore, than you want to deal with me
We both have issues that we are dealing with
My trophy that i'll never get rewarded
Trauma's cycles sitting outside the unexplored
Almost out of weed
Trauma's cycles sitting outside tho
Walking invisibly through this frost
Living vicariously i'm a ghost
In my dreams I always die
I'm paying the price
Sometimes i'd rather die
I cannot be looked at in the eyes
Realized now that I am dead inside
Hatred and Desire
Through this lake of fire
Defile my sacred spire