Vivid Fever Dreams - Gone Away Lyrics

Can't make sense of this
Cocktail of emotions
Need a chaser
Just to shallow it down
That single text you sent to my phone at 3:00am
Spilled my guts all over the table
Just to wake up and see
That you've gone away
Left me to deal with your mistakes
Now you've gone away
Clean up this rubble you from your wake
But I don't wanna
Guess now I gotta
What other choice is left to take
Burn all the bridges in sight
Chain me to your side, brought along for the ride
Use me as ur shield, taking all the blows
Just to wake up and find
That you've gone away
Left me to deal with your mistakes
Now you've gone away
Clean up this rubble you from your wake