Vivid One - FoRk in the Road (feat. Rocky) Lyrics

I took the bad path at the fork in the road
It didn't look hard now of course I would go
But It tore me apart before I would know
I gotta turn around or I'll end up alone
The wrong road it was to easy to take
All fun back then didn't see the mistake
Thinking life was bliss till them friends turned fake
Was still young back then like what can I say
F*ck them cunts they never call me today
When I needed help they'd be walking away
But if it were them I'd be supporting em aye
Got brought up right I'd put a fork on their plate
I was Taught to support & talk em threw the pain
Of course I'm sick of all these thoughts in my brain
Like I'm mentally ill but you all are the same
When people ask now I say of course I'm okay
When really I'm a mess writing thoughts to a page
Merely depressed fighting towards another day
And see I be severely in need of a way
To get the f*ck out of this hell that I'm living in
Like see I Yelled out but I feel no one listening
Yeh I be Hell bound but see I'm never giving in
That's right I fall down but I get up better willingly
And Never will I let up till I endeavour tranquility
Clever when I step up see I treasure my dignity
Now It's evident Im eloquent spitting it sickly
But my minds the impediment that's sinking me quickly

On the grind all the time if you listen this you know
Jotting down rhymes from my mind as I go
Defining my life while providing the flow
And I'll stand up and fight for my life if I know
That I'm right from inside of my mind and so
Damn right I be riding this tide in that's slow
Spent to much time on the grind to postpone
And these bars I provide won't be declined if the throne
So tight on the mic when I'm right in my zone
It's vivid one yo I got that mind of my own
But I'm labelled as a rebel coz I'm dangerous
Getting hated like devil coz I'm making hits
Just taking this potential and not wasting it
Not faking when I assemble all this greatest shit
And you ain't on my level not the faintest bit
See bars are essential and I'm leaving haters pissed
As I embezzle em with rap coz see they fake as shit
Now my foots on the pedal yeh I'm back and taking it
To that next level rap as I see that fame & shit
In my mental when I nap and I dream of making it
Now see I'm chasing it, Believing I can make it big
Trying to make the most of this time & not waste it
Coz see I be aiming for this dream that I'm chasing
But I need motivation, I've been so complacent
Fans say I'm amazing, It's got my ego inflated
Am I being overrated yo I take I might
But your being overtaken so wait to the side
Yeah wait to the side as I'm making this mine
Changing this game coz I hate what it's like
So many claiming they great coz their high
See mate it's weak it ain't the way to live life
Hated the way I was living but made it right