Thinking bout' Rodney, I'm thinking bout' Haddy, I'm thinking bout Jazzy, I'm thinking bout' Tae
Don't feel like myself no more,
I can't explain what I'm feeling cause I don't know who niggas was before
This journey here wasn't short, I never had stepped for ports
But black and milds that's for sure, niggas had left they heart at her door
Realize it ended went back for more, I can't explain how I feel
I don't care for niggas, I'm keeping it real
F*ck it, don't care how you feel, cause niggas been snaking what's really the deal
Act like they popping them pills, I'm tired of niggas that don't keep it real
Where animosity spilled, you supposed to be thurl but it's over a girl
Come on, we better than that, I went to the block, I went back to the trap
Got me a couple of dollars, then went to the stu and got back in my bag
K.O.P., Neimans and Saks, whenever designer, I think about hadd
Then I hop back in my thoughts and I think about Jah and that shit got me sad
Just lost my auntie, her name was Sandy, that shit been hurting the family
All of these DMs from motherf*cking bots, niggas been trying to scam me
Ain't ready for jits get a plan B, ain't ready to start up a family
You happen to go through a lot or you lose a whole lot, then you gon' understand me
I'm so sick of it
Thinking bout' Rodney, I'm thinking bout' Haddy, I'm thinking bout Jazzy, I'm thinking bout' Tae