Voiceless - On The Way Back Lyrics

I'm sitting in my car as I drive home
It is a very dark evening very dark to see
The radio is on full to stay awake
My girlfriend is waiting for me to return
Lost in my thoughts nightmares begin
Hands so cold and my heart beats fast
It's hard to fight these emotions but I know
I can win
I fight against pain
Against suffering
Today is like yesterday
Every day seems the same
I live with my fears
And I feel alone
The world is beautiful but not mine
The darkness is in me and I
Cannot throw it out
She lives with me
Lost in my thoughts nightmares begin
Hands so cold and my heart beats fast
It's hard to fight these emotions but I know
I can win
I fight against pain
Against suffering
I can't think of anything else
Nothing distracts me in these moments
I'm just afraid afraid not to go home