Vonne2x - TOOK THE RISK Lyrics

I know ways to make some money, a young n***a gotta push
I got thoughts up in my head doin' donuts while I'm smokin' kush
I got Lil' Shawty on my phone, she beggin' me just to eat my wood
And all these thoughts, they stressin' me when I'm smokin' on this 3 gram wood
I know ways to get some money, a young n***a just gotta be patient
Yeah, sleepless nights, come with the job, you can't waste no time bein' basic
And I got demon thoughts runnin' through my head that I can't even face it
My momma had said I was born to be a star, but I'm makin' it to the paper
Yeah, I'm a breadwinner, do it for the fam
I'm so off the map, I don't even post on Instagram
And I got all these chains around my neck, I don't pay Uncle Sam
And I'm so locked in the studio, I just speak on who I am
And I'm like 5 deep with my partners, reach my chain, I make it blam
And I'm like 5 years in this music shit, I guess this who I am
And I speak in lyrics into this mic, and it's almost like 2 a.m
I can't have a n***a that sit on his ass, describe, and make me who I am
I stand 2x on everything, especially on what I'm sayin
This gangsta shit ain't meant for everybody, you need to make a plan
I lost so many souls up in this shit, I swear it's just a plan
I could've lost my life that night, instead they took my truest friend
Sometimes I fight it out at night, inside of me, my spirit bright
I stay focused on these millions and this money in my sight
This revenue breakin' the light, these diamonds in my mouth, they bright
You cave a name, a bitch I like, yeah, money is motive, came off right
All this gangsta shit ain't never been a plan for me
All these thoughts runnin' through my head, I can't even, stand up and breathe
If you ain't got no motion, get the f*ck up and stand up and leave
I got my hoodies on, cause I got my heart rockin' on my sleeve, yeah, yeah
I got money on my mind, f*ck that other shit
Young n****s can't even knock me off my grind, I'm really on my shit
If I had a time machine, I'd go back and change up all the shit I did
Now let me think back, cause I was just a young n***a tryin' to change some shit
I know ways to get some money, get your ass up, time is tickin
I remember them days I was in the kitchen, whippin' next to the dirty dishes
And now I go to the store, I ball out just like I'm Derek Fisher
I'm workin' hard, makin' real decisions to get my n****s up out the trenches, yeah
I can't even hate myself cause I stand on my own
I don't even got nobody to lean on, that's how I'm on my own
I really ain't got nobody to really call up on my phone
Sometimes at night I cry and think about how all my n****s gone, yeah, yeah