don't deserve u Video (MV)

For the first time in my life, when I saw you
I didn't just want to have you, but to deserve you
Asking God for you, despite feeling undeserving, felt disrespectful
Instead, I prayed to God to make me worthy of you
That's what you deserve, you deserve the world, you don't deserve me
I don't know if I'm better without you
Or if I'm better with you
'Cause you really had me hurt
But I promise there's nothing up against you
You really was the only one, I tried my hardest to convince you
Now she want me back because she see that I am getting richer
There's too many people missing from the bigger picture
But l get it, that's just how life goes
It was you girl, l admit it
I'm not f*cking with these hoes
Not every action deserves a reaction
On my knees asking God, man, why did this happen?
'Cause I'm losing my traction and I'm losing the race
They get to overlapping and they taking my place
I started stacking paper and paper just like l started to trace
One day I looked up at the ceiling, seen a demon in my face
That shit is deep though
You know this shit a wrap just like a motherf*ckin' burrito
But I'm gettin' my stripes just like l got it at the free throw
Baby, I can't call you 'cause I'm busy doin' three shows
Or maybe I can't call you 'cause I really just don't want to
Baby, I don't smoke but you know I can be so blunt too
I would still love you even if you lost your front tooth
If a nigga try to f*ck with you, I hit him with the one-two
Baby, you the prettiest view
And I mean that from the bottom of my heart
Baby, and I hope that we don't argue
And I hope we don't depart
And you know that you the one for me
And I hope we never ever lose our spark
Yeah
Haha, J.P.
Yeah
You know I really mean it
And when I look into your eyes I feel like I am dreaming
You know I really love my girl and shout out to Alina
She turned her heart into my home and then she helped me fight my demons
And baby you can keep it
And I'm dying to live and I'm wishing to survive
Every time I close my eyes I see you then I cry
(I see you then I cry)
And long live my angels uh, up-up in the sky
And I wish that heaven had a phone
I never really had a place to really call a home
Can't really express for how I feel
So l rap off the top of my dome
And I hope you understand how I feel
'Cause where I come from, you kill or be killed
What you know about not having a meal?
Now I look up at my bank and I see a couple mil'
For real
And I see a couple mil'
And I see a couple mil'
What's the big deal?
Kill or be killed
For real