Lying 2 Myself Video (MV)

I can't even lie, at times I try and drink my pain away from day to day
They show me they snake, I say okay, okay I understand it now that shit, I ran around
I know they was layin' around, I had to go tell them go play in the lounge
I don't know why I try so many times
Lyin' to myself, lyin' to myself again
Lyin' to myself, lyin' to myself again
It hurt a lot, like it's gon' work, but I know it's not
It hurt a lot, when they do that shit on purpose, feel like murder plots
Stayed on the block, but I got money in suburban lots
Niggas love to talk behind the scenes, I call them curtain cops
Yeah, you a bird, that's why you chirp a lot, huh
And you a burden to your team, they gotta cover your scum
I'm on the street and give me the word, but I'm allergic to bums
I ain't even charging services, you get it for fun
Runnin' these laps with all this pain on my back
They hoppin' in chats, they tryna pay for reactions
I told them relax, I ain't the one you want that with
Yeah they know my face, but I could pop out and catfish
I can't even lie, at times I try and drink my pain away from day to day
They show me they snake, I say okay, okay I understand it now that shit, I ran around
I know they was layin' around, I had to go tell them go play in the lounge
I don't know why I try so many times
Lyin' to myself, lyin' to myself again
Lyin' to myself, lyin' to myself again
It hurt a lot
It hurt a lot