How am I supposed to be somebody to look up to
When all I seem to do is
Get down to make another song
You're supposed to be the one to hold me down
When I'm acting up
I left it all behind
And it seems like it's been catching up
I laugh at that
I always thought you would back me up
I want to make a song about you
But I ain't sad enough
Have I said enough
Do I hate you do you hate me back
Do I let it all go
Pretend like nothing ever happened
That ain't really me but the again it might be
Pretending to be cold how I be bringing this heat
What am I becoming am I willing to see
Am I really who I think I am or is it deceit
I fell in love with belief
Especially in bad things
Became so arrogant that I forgot
What that brings
I'm not a human being I'm a spirit doing
And every single thing you said to me
Is what I grew in yeah
You want to be here and it's already too late
Love is never easy we must learn it through pain
Through the sun and rain
Through the blood in your veins
You keep giving me pain
I gave you love in exchange
You want to be here and it's already too late
Love is never easy we must learn it through pain
Through the sun and rain
Through the blood in your veins
You keep giving me pain
I gave you love in exchange
Love in exchange
I gave you love in exchange
You gave me every reason to think
That love is fake
But then again what is love
And tell what my music's made of
I'm not a real musician just the person I'm afraid of
My promises you break them
My confidence unstable
And I'm the only one to blame
The only one accountable
I thought you would be there for me
But then again that's my mistake
Gave you everything I got
You took it and then walked
So every night and every day
I hope that you remember me
Yeah I'm working all the time
No I don't got time to hang
No I don't be going out
I ain't f*cking anyone
Dedicate myself to God
Cause he always know what's up
Through the sun and through the rain
Through the happiness and pain
I'ma always show up
Nobody was made invane
Never been the one to hate
But I've been there before
I've been running out of fear
Falling back into love
You want to be here and it's already too late
Love is never easy we must learn it through pain
Through the sun and rain
Through the blood in your veins
You keep giving me pain
I gave you love in exchange
You want to be here and it's already too late
Love is never easy we must learn it through pain
Through the sun and rain
Through the blood in your veins
You keep giving me pain
I gave you love in exchange
I'm sorry
I love you
But if you're not in my life anymore
It's for a good reason