Baby Blue Video (MV)

Gone away, gone away
But still I'm here to stay
I'm okay, I'm okay
I'm not, but don't know what to say

So sick tired of thinking bout ya, so sick and tired of dreaming bout ya
So sick and tired of being without ya
Yeah I keep a calm demeanor but my inner thoughts been screaming, shouting
I couldn't pull myself away if life depended on it
I don't know why I feel this strongly, it leaves me astonished
Just being honest f*cking hurts, but not as badly as it
Does to keep it bottled, all my thoughts are so f*cking tragic
The magic that we had ain't ever coming back
I don't know why it's been so hard to process that
Feel like I'm off my rocker every time we kick it now
Still gripping onto hope that someday we'll figure it out
But I know we won't
But
I'm stoked as f*ck you take up these offers to see me
Choked up as f*ck, don't speak on it, I'll feel to needy
I never met no one half as perfect as you
No other bitch has a chance of hurtling you
You're perfect regardless of all the struggles we've gone through
I swear to self you're the only one I belong to
I get lost in your f*cking eyes every time you open em
Because you're beautiful
And you're everything
And I just hope that one day things can be right again
But I won't hold my breath

I'm sorry