Thank you God
For keeping me alive for so long
If you have a plan for me
Then please show me quickly
I hope I don't
Wake up tomorrow somehow
If you have a death for me
Then please kill me in my sleep
If you really love me then kill me
You will not let me suffer anymore
If you really love me then fill me
With all my colors splattered on the floor
This is my message to God
I told you he's a fraud
If you really love me
Then end me please
I stopped praying
Cause I'm the one who needs some saving
Freakshow at 2 AM
Caught in the deep end
Do I need to
Die to prove a point?
Easy to see through your ploy
So let me rejoice
One day I will die
And all my problems will be over
I just want the pain to wash away
So I can hold her
One day I will die
And all my problems will be over
I just want the pain to wash away
So I can hold her
If you really love me then kill me
You will not let me suffer anymore
If you really love me then fill me
With all my colors splattered on the floor
This is my message to God
I told you he's a fraud
If you really love me
Then set me free