Sometimes I'm here but I'm far away I break sometimes with nothing to say
I just don't know why, can you tell me why
Sometimes I'm the best you ever had Sometimes I'm the world's best dad
But why not every day? Can you tell me why it changes
Tell me what the f*ck to do 36 years searching, I'm f*cking through
All I want is to be a decent man But this piece of shit is the best that I am
Conflicted in my mind Lost in the vast unknown
Searching for the right words to make my thoughts known
I take the pills two times daily Keep the routine and hold the job
I'm unfocused and losing training Can't f*cking help it, I'm a slob
I just want to show you something better Give you more than you deserve
F*ck, I'm lost in my head again I'm lost, I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm lost I'm lost, I'm lost
Conflicted in my mind Lost
Conflicted in my mind Lost
If I falter from my sanity Would you stand by my body
Through sickness and health Did you really sign up for this
I'm better with you I'm better off without me
I'm better with you I'm better off without me
I'm better with you