Say What You Want Video (MV)

Say what you want I got to high
I know this happens to me almost every time
Come feel my heart it's beating overdrive
Please phone my friend I need her by my side
I can't lay down my head is on a dive
I spilt my drink, a glass of red wine
You make me laugh as the shadows come alive
I can't relax, squirming in the night

You don't tell her where she goes
She walks Harlem globe
And when I see her out tonight, yeah
Oh baby

You don't have you worry bout your heart
It's beating normal it's your mind that's tricking you
The same thing happens when I start
To take it when there's been time between the two
Let's go to bed embrace the dark
The only way to chase these thoughts that take you to
An anxious place that leaves its mark
But you're too stoned and the plots escaping you

I smoked too much weed
It hits me harder than anything
I don't know how people do this and life at the same
I just replay every scenario over the last week and convince myself it was weird
How do I trust myself, how do I know
How do I tell the future me not to do it again
It's so damn appealing when I'm sober
I don't have the mental control when I'm stoned
The only way to maintain this drug is to do it everyday
But I don't get anything done when I'm high
We'd have to go through another pandemic for me to have the time
And that's just about the last thing that anyone needs