Self Deprecation Video (MV)

And I'm sorry I'm so
So uncharismatic
So over dramatic
It's cause I'm actually scared this time around
And it's such a f*cking cliche
But I cant leave things this way

I surround myself with all these things
To remind myself not to think
Cause I'm slowly losing
My mind
And I'm falling behind

It's all about self deprecation
With no motivation
That was my key equation
But now I see it as my life
Couldn't care much for the strife
Don't care anymore, any way

I surround myself with all these things
To remind myself not to think
Cause I'm slowly losing
My mind

I used to not care
And I still can't bare the thought of living with myself
Doing things on my own or I'll die tryin

I surround myself with all these things
To remind myself not to think
Cause I'm slowly losing
My mind

I used to not care
But now I can bare
The thought of living with myself
Doing things on my own
Or I'll die trying