Waiting Til Three - Mistakes Lyrics

Oh no I couldn't wait any longer
I had to get out as soon as I could
Well I've found life only gets harder
When things don't go
The way you thought that they would
I used to think that we would
Wash up on a shoreline
And start living out
Everything that we had planned
But now I see you never
Really had that intention
And I'm just wasting away
Like you know I always did
And I always will
Uh oh

I don't see why I
Would ever do it again
Just judging by
The way it all ended
And finding out that it was
Never more than pretend
Now I don't want it I don't want it
I don't want to remember it
So my buddy knows a guy
On the East side that we can call
Yeah he's got exactly what you want
So I thought I need a little more
So I can hold on to this feeling
'Cause at the moment it
Feels like I'm healing

Yeah oh and I spent all my money
But I don't remember where I've been
Yeah I spent all my money
But I don't remember what I've done
Well I lost all I had
But I don't remember what it was
So I lost my mind
I don't remember what I thought
Well there's a choice underlying
Every choice that I've ever made
But I'm getting a little tired
Of choosing the wrong thing
Yeah there's a lesson underlying
The decisions that I have made
But I'm getting a little tire
Of learning from mistakes