I promise you I'm trying
Every day every night
But these demons keep on prying
And I'm losing the fight
I'm reaching out for a lifeline
But it's fading from view
If I vanish without a sign
I talk to myself but I can't get through
If you wake up one day and I'm gone
Know it's not what I wanted not where I belong
I'm so f*cking sorry for the pain that I've caused
But these battles within me they just can't be stopped
I'm drowning in this struggle
Each breath feels like a war
I don't mean to cause you trouble
But sometimes I can't take it anymore
I'm reaching out for a lifeline
But it's fading from view
If I vanish without a sign
I talk to myself but I can't get through
If you wake up one day and I'm gone
Know it's not what I wanted not where I belong
I'm so f*cking sorry for the pain that I've caused
But these battles within me they just can't be stopped
If you wake up
I don't belong
Make no mistake of
I'm gone
If you wake up one day and I'm gone
Know it's not what I wanted not where I belong
I'm so f*cking sorry for the pain that I've caused
But these battles within me they just can't be paused
I'm trying hard I promise
With every breath every tear
But if one day I'm not here
Even if you fall I'll still be there