Wall Pose - Waking Up Lyrics

In time
I'll heal from this
Or I can take a deep breath
Learn from my regrets
But I'm scared
Of the silence in my head
I'm scared
Of the distance between us

I remember when you told me you were safe
You said it was nothing
You made a promise and you broke it
And now I can't even hold you against it
I can't cry from the pain
Or smile from the memories
I hope you're okay in your permanent resting place
I hope you can hear me scream wherever you are
Cause I'm lost

The hardest part of waking up
Is knowing what I did
And how selfish am I to take my life
When the rest of yours was cut short