I know youre there watching me
Coming by close up there I see
Sick of your shit, youre controlling me
Battle my depression, your oppression of me
So confused, lost at sea
I know that youre manipulating me
I'm so sick, im so tired
My soul has lost all desire
Why the f*ck do I still exist on this planet
I been feeling manic
So dry and I feel so boring
Start talking and youll be snoring
I do not care bout this shit anymore
I play this shit like my life is a game
And I cant progress anymore
F*ck my life
F*ck it right
Ruin it from left to right
Everywhere I feeling fright
Stay back now I hate this sight
F*ck my life
F*ck it right
Ruin it from left to right
Yeah wannabe so f*cking stupid and he think that he be lucid
Cover my whole life out of f*cking spite I might
But I know that youre still there
I can feel it from a mile away as you stare
I cant care bout anything as long as its fair
Motherf*ckers telling me I live in despair
And im like bitch
I already know
F*ck my life dont show
How it be bare
To the f*cking bone
Always left alone
Bitch
Call me suicidal cause it always getting through to me
I dont want anything to do with me
Why the f*ck am I still listening if all you do is hate on me
I do not like this side of me
You bitches thinking I am weird but its just the normal me
I do not know bout anything as that is what you think of me
So bury me in silence as you look down at the buried me
I do not rhyme in style see I only rhyme like me with me
Cause I dont wanna convey words over just f*cking meaning me
Slow down, pussy boy
Playing words like its a toy
Always thinking youll be fine
But brodie youre annoying me
Bitch you dont mean jack shit to me
Always thought you werent meant for me
Now I know that im fine
I'm closing my eyes shut
Why the f*ck am I still on this planet here being
Why the f*ck am I still here if im always losing
Why the f*ck am I always f*cking trying if im losing
Why the f*ck am I choosing that ill always be losing
F*ck it up
F*ck it up
Double jab
Left hook
F*ck with me and ill leave you shook
Stupid little bitch f*cking with me
Look, I never cared about u
Go get f*ckin booked
Give me trouble, lemme cook
Bitch you gon get f*cking shook
Give me one more f*cking look
And I will show you how I hook
You bitches all degenerates
Ill leave you like I prolly should
Slow down, pussy boy
Playing words like its a toy
Always thinking youll be fine
But brodie youre annoying me
Bitch you dont mean jack shit to me
Always thought you werent meant for me
Now I know that im fine
I'm closing my eyes shut
I know youre there watching me
Coming by close up there I see
Sick of your shit, youre controlling me
Battle my depression, your oppression of me