I been cornered by my demons like we coexist
I been tryna get it right but what life is this
Pay your bills and got work for your wife and kids
Do the f*ckin dirt and work your soul until you don't exist
I don't wanna give my time to a corporation
I don't wanna waste my life grinding for a pay slip
I don't wanna pay the price until I've over paid it
I don't wanna see my mother cry until we f*ckin make it
And to be honest I don't care about beats and rhymes
Its just a coping mechanism when I speaking my mind
You see its all that I know
Its all that I have
I say the same lies to myself when I rap
Like Imma change
I been playing myself out Im cornered in self doubt
Im calling for help now
Its strange
Like I admit that Im hell bound the things that I dealt out could fizzle myself out for days
Don't gauge your character off other people
You should never show your arrogance to something evil
Only ask for that forgiveness inside a cathedral
Why is my way of life just seen as illegal
Im walking talking cry for help
But no one gives a f*ck unless you drop a track to cope
I been cornered by my demons in the eyes of hell
But I guess we coexist when I light the smoke
Paper chasin these days away with an aimless pencil
Im slave to what minimum wage can only get you
Evidently it breaks my soul and it take its toll
I seem to turn a corner backwards when I chase my goals
Face the cold I been waiting out all the harshest weather
A rude awakening I think Im never going ever
Since last September I been grinding like my brother does
I been caught inside these seperate lives that I can't juggle but
Its on the double
F*ck it I use to run it up back in 2010 with my brothers when we'd all run amuck
Huh
Simmo and all those other cunts a couple heads know the story when it bubbles up
F*ck
I don't chat about my past shit
I watch the world turn time fades as I grasp it
All those nights I was sleeping on a park bench
Turned me to a man and to value all the hardship
Thats been it with me growing up with epiphany's
Im tryna give my girl all these diamonds rings outta Tiffany's
Shit
And Im barely breaking even lately
These shitty wages man there just another thing to break me
Things change I don't as I stand still
Chase my f*ckin tail busy working for the man still cos
I been staring at the sky in a day dream
Tryna find my wurth I guess I'll see it on my pay sheet