WasionKey - Self Medication Lyrics

I be on some write it and forget it shit
I be scared to say I'm from Connecticut
Where I'm from they steal shoes
And try to walk a mile up in them shits
Knowin that them things will never fit
I don't got a problem with them other kids
I just honestly think that I'm better fit
Woowooowooowooooo
I know i could come up with some better shit
Lord they really tryna take my peace from me
Ain't heard from my brother out in Colorado
DCF Try to take my niece from him
I let it go to voicemail how the f*ck could i know
I spent the last three weeks bumpin
Couldn't find a reason to come out of these clothes

I been in the House self medicating
I been in the House self preservation
I been in the House self self hatin
I been in he House house yeah
I been in the house just just Waitin
I been in the house just just prayin
I been in the house self medicating
I been in the house house yeah

Yesterday i made a bitch squirt for the first time
It was awesome
Then i had to pick up my girl on the FaceTime
It was awful
I'm starting to realize
Everytime we fought in past tense
It was my fault
I get mad at you and i no longer have a conscience
That's my blind spot
I know what you want
So i know just what you believe
You know what i want so you neglecting what i need
I don't ever wanna break the trust you put it in me
I don't wanna take you back again
So you could leave
I don't wanna take you back again
So you could leave
Always talkin bout how this shit affecting you
Why we never talk bout how this effectin me
I don't wanna take you back again
So you could leave
You don't wanna hurt me
You just wanna see me bleed
I'm the one that's gonna have to learn
That i should leave

I been in the House self medicating
I been in the House self preservation
I been in the House self self hatin
I been in he House house yeah
I been in the house just just Waitin
I been in the house just just prayin
I been in the house self medicating
I been in the house house yeah

Don't know what to say and this is frustrating
Spent a lot of time of mine just waiting
The same amount of time and this $1.75
Could a been the DMV
But it's the bus station
I just want my play at radio station
These niggas in my state all crustation
And i see a lot but i don't say all
I been runnin round around the block
Gettin weight off
Nothing that I'm cookin in the pot gettin shelved
Everything i cook up in the pot got the sauce
Everything i cook up in the pot got the sauce
Niggas that's tryna play me play themselves
All i gotta do is play me, and prevail
I'm the only one to blame if i fail
Put a lot of pressure pain on myself
Momma called me and she ain't doin well
So i sing about my pain til it sell
Even if it bring me pain
Even if it bring me pain
Ima tell