Egomania Video (MV)

I lost a friend today
It feels good with him gone
So many things to say about him but I won't
Egomania got a hold on him
I let him scream
Admiration should be earned
Not demanded, he's
Got a lot of problems just one little scheme
He's get everything in the world
Everyone on his team
He fights for his own validation
He's not what he seems
I was there for you
I helped you through another friendship you burnt
And you acted like a victim
You're a coward, a liar
You ain't a f*cking friend
Spew out bullshit with lyrics
You tell me I can't be depressed
My grandfathers heartbeat
I can't hear it, he lost it the day before last
And that's my feelings you're bleeding
I lost an uncle a grandfather and now you too
So how are you ripping my pain away
When you don't know what the f*ck I've been going through?
You're getting crushed beneath the weight and I hope you feel it
You're hungry for love and you won't get it
You're gonna push everyone away and now I'm revealing
I'm the first one to go
I'm gone, I'm leaving
I hope my name burns when you hear it
I know you hate that you want what I have
And I love that you need it
You need help and I won't be there to bring it
I hope you know what you did
And I hope you know I'm done trying
I'm done trying and I know you'll repeat it
Why?