Cmon
Shit
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Hey
I promise I really am trying
I just, I cant
I can't tell you how I feel
I bottle it all up because I feel afraid
I feel guilty
I feel frightened to even feel anything at all
Am I gonna be seen as manipulative?
Guilt tripping?
A toxic person,
Just to feel like,
Just because I feel like something's missing?
I can't handle it
What am I supposed to do?
Where am I supposed to go?
That's all I have to say to you
Stay well, Peace
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Hey
I really miss you
And I know you're still here but
The real you
You've lost your way
And I'm not strong enough to lift the bricks meant for you to rebuild yourself
The bottle keeps filling and it's not mine this time
The hole you're digging for yourself is too deep
And you search down an empty tube to try to escape it
I can't keep being there for you
The bottle always sucks you back in doesn't it?
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