Obviously Video (MV)

I thought I had my sights aimed in
But I'm pulling on the trigger
And I'm missing everything I thought I had
But life ain't what it seems
When you're shaken from a dream
Trying not to wake up
OO, I could've sworn it'd be different
But some things never change
And people stay the same
But I can't dodge the blame
And I can't fit more emotions on my sleeve
I'm trying to believe but it's impossible
When you are in too deep
What's the problem with me?
I didn't think I was so bad
But I don't control that
Obviously
I thought I could stop my wishing
But I'm doing all that I can do
And you still don't want to listen to what I say
Drinking down my sorrows
Still a hard pill to swallow
But some things just can't be avoided
Now you've got me at a stand still
Working for the lonely man still
Should've had a backup plan I know
Cause it's true that people reap just what they sow
And I can't fit more emotions on my sleeve
I'm trying to believe but it's impossible
When you are in too deep
What's the problem with me?
I didn't think I was so bad
But I don't control that
Obviously