I saw you again last night
We were in Paris
I waited for you to call
But you were embarrassed
Must've been 3 AM
Don't tell my parents
He said he would wait for you
But you never worried 'bout fairness
I came to your door to say, "why can't we be careless?"
"Throw paint on our new clothes and hang off the terrace"
We could be megastars drippin' self-awareness
If we can be anything, why can't we be careless?
Woke up in sweats again
Turned on the TV
Picked up my phone to check
In case you had seen me
I've waited decades here
Right next door, dreaming
I need you more than breath
I'm holding it, hoping you need me
You saw the panic on my lonely face
You'd never know this is my only face
I feel the echo from your rebel yell
Because my mind is such a lonely place
I saw the world through your hazel eyes
I saw the cancer in his hateful lies
I feel the echo from your rebel yell
Inside my mind because you know me well
Stare in the mirror at my glazed eyes
Stage dive in pretty pink waves of the high tide
You show up flashing strong jaws and sharp teeth
You always had to make a scene
Thought I was just dreaming, now my heart's bleeding
It's hard to make me believe that it'll all turn out fine
It's like I can never win these games I play with my mind
Nothing will ever change
Cause it'll all turn out fine
I thought you might understand
Whatever, nevermind