If I Loved A Boy Video (MV)

If I loved a boy (if I loved a boy)

Would you love me any less?

If I didn't enjoy (if I didn't enjoy)

Being married to my ex

Would you be annoyed (would you be annoyed)

If I told you I was depressed?

But you don't need to answer cause I know the answer

And I know it's always been yes



Goddamn it's looking real bad

When you tell me where you are and I tell you where I'm at

But Gods plan isn't looking half bad

Cause everybody wants what they know they'll never have

But there's no chance that I'll be seeing that

Cause I wanna feel love, but I'm only feeling sad

Cause Gods plan is basically my dad's

And all he's ever wanted is a son he's never had



But I know that I only really want you

It doesn't matter what they say or Jesus could do

If this is sinning then I don't think I like the truth

Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use?





If I loved a boy (if I loved a boy)

Would you love me any less?

If I didn't enjoy (if I didn't enjoy)

Being married to my ex

Would you be annoyed (would you be annoyed)

If I told you I was depressed?

But you don't need to answer cause I know the answer

And I know it's always been yes



Lately I'm a pain in the ass

I think a little long when I should be thinking fast

My friends only want for me the best

But I push em all away

And I stay where I'm at

Oh shit, I'm in my head again

Doesn't matter where I go

Doesn't matter where I've been

Cause my head, yeah it's only gonna spin

And I didn't even drink

It wouldn't matter if I did



But I know that I only really want you

It doesn't matter what they say or Jesus could do

If this is sinning then I don't think I like the truth

Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use?



If I loved a boy (if I loved a boy)

Would you love me any less?

If I didn't enjoy (if I didn't enjoy)

Being married to my ex

Would you be annoyed (would you be annoyed)

If I told you I was depressed?

But you don't need to answer cause I know the answer

And I know it's always been yes



Love me, love me

Love me, love me, love me, love me

Love me, love me, love me, love me, love me

Love me, love me, love me, love me, love me



If I loved a boy

Would you love me any less?

If I didn't enjoy

Being married to my ex

Would you be annoyed

If I told you I was depressed?

But you don't need to answer cause I know the answer

And I know it's always been yes