When I think of how we'd fight
It kills me to my core
When I think of how you'd smile at me
It hurts a little more
I didn't see that I should leave
My problems at the door
And see you right in front of me
My darling Eleanor
I hid away my self
All the struggles I'd ignore
I'd dig and claw so desperately
Until my throat was sore
I knew it wasn't good for us
We'd been through this before
I didn't let you in with me
Please help me, Eleanor
I know that I was not the only
Burden that you bore
But everything I chose to do
Made loving me a chore
I should have kept my promises
And everything I swore
I lost myself, my mind, my heart
My love, my Eleanor