Suffocate Video (MV)

I don't know what I'm becoming
Cannot live a day without shutting down
Try to hide behind my bluffing
But I want to try again so I turn around
But now it's too late for that anyway
I took it too far as a renegade
I look into the clouds to not feel the pain
Could not hesitate
I would suffocate

Just need the key to be
Across the sea of the
Endless debris I flee
But I'm not free, I plea

Tension in my mind, leaving me blind
My time has passed and can't be recovered
Fear arisen, I crash, I shudder
Panic comes at the thought of the inevitable
Leading to evil acts that are disreputable
Then seek the escape, and lie to my face
Finish it later I'll say as I prater
Deceit spoken, their trust misplaced
Minutes to hours, hours to days (Just need the key to be)
Promise to change but I see no progress
Part of the evil mind's unconscious process (Across the sea of the)
Body is weak, pleading for sleep
Hands are shaking, just want to be free (Endless debris I flee)
My abilities I'm now forsaking
My eyes are open, but I never awaken (But I'm not free)
I scorn at my sight, their pride mistaken

I don't know what I'm becoming
Cannot live a day without shutting down
Try to hide behind my bluffing
But I want to try again so I turn around
But now it's too late for that anyway
I took it too far as a renegade
I look into the clouds to not feel the pain
Could not hesitate
I would suffocate

I don't know what I'm becoming (Where do I go?)
Cannot live a day without shutting down
Try to hide behind my bluffing (Where do I go?)
But I want to try again so I turn around
But now it's too late for that anyway (Where do I go?)
I took it too far as a renegade
I look into the clouds to not feel the pain (Where do I go?)
Could not hesitate
I would suffocate