Should have stayed at home
Although I know I wanted you to be my best friend
My frat boy insides told me not to give you all my pills
But I never listened
The voice of reason brought a gun to a knife fight
And I left with a
Red circle impressed into my forehead
When you called me
I had no choice but to answer
You were the best thing I ever had
Although I never asked for you
The bottle had never emptied
Not a single bit of the chemicals
Had ever seen your soul
I was just a thief for a thrill
And the lavender of your skin
But the songs inside your head still rang
I just wish I had never heard them
When you called me
I had no choice but to answer
You were the best thing I ever had
Although I never asked for you
What you had wanted
Was just the music in the background
I never
Had a plot in mind
You stumbled
Although my vision stayed
Twenty
Twenty
I never managed to see
What you had wanted
Was just the music in the background
I never
Had a plot in mind
You stumbled
Although my vision stayed
Twenty
Twenty
I never managed to see