Not my home i dont feel like myself here
Making songs cuz i dont wanna kill myself yet
Im a ghost in my house i'll find myself dead
I dont wanna take meds
Drowning in my self debt
I dont give a f*ck i'll go and smoke inside the house shed
I been blowing loud clouds
I dont wanna find out
Tell me how the f*ck do you expect me to go wind down
Go and pour the wine down
No reason to cry now
No one gives a f*ck everynight i'm praying i die now
Eat at my computer i dont wanna go and dine out
Froze the f*cking rollie i cant even read the time now
Tweaking everyday until i f*cking turn the lights out