Can Not Rise Above (feat. Prod. Aki) Video (MV)

Where am I meant to go, I don't know I feel like my mind is constantly playing
Tricks on me, wanna be fine but it's daunting all of these feelings in my heart now
Feeling like I'm breaking down to my core, never really able to be the better man anymore
F*cked up now and I've been this way too long, won't somebody tell me what's been going on

Breaking down inside my tainted heart, I know it's just a mystery of where it went
Now I'm scarred on the inside, no love left in me, none that resides inside my empty chest
I'm feeling like I used to have love, now I'm feeling stressed
In my heart, my soul, my mind, I feel like I'm breaking tonight

I wanna have you here, so baby it's clear that I've been losing it
I just needed you here by my side, but now you are gone and I'm losing my mind
I wish I could be something different now than what everybody thinks they see
I've been breaking down, I'm not the same as I was

I wish I was okay, I cannot rise above, oh no
I've been lost and alone, I just wanna grab a hold of the man that I thought I was
I just wanna come back, feeling like I've been so off track
I'm under attack inside of my heart tonight, I wanna be alright

But now I know I hide away from thoughts every day, I can't be okay again