Weird Karma - there's a snake in my boot Lyrics

We never made love with the lights on
Thinking back to where it might've went wrong
Did you really feel anything for me
Or was it just the pills and all the whiskey
Tryna figure out where all the love been at
Realizing that you fumbled me just for a piece of ass
Doing what I can to be a better me
While you be getting caught up in a fantasy
You know that you've got a habit
Yeah
How many years have we been through the same shit
You made promise after promise just to break it
You know that you did me dirty (so dirty)
But you never wanna talk about it (that's shady)
And I'm sick and tired of fighting
Staying up all hours of the night, babe
Tryna fix all the destruction (shit)
But then you said f*ck it and then pushed the button (damn)
We could've had it so good
But you had to go and do
Exactly what your exes put you through
(You f*cking did it to me, too)
Cheated on me and f*cked around
The last six years were a rebound
You spend your days locked in your brain
You chose the Op, salted the pain
I stayed so long thinking you were faithful
Put my heart right down on the table
Then you gave her the things that I've been wanting
You and her just been trauma bonding like
Oh
I just needed time to grow my healing
While you ran around with bitches catching feelings
You know trix are not for bunnies (ha)
All she sees is daddy kink and tons of money (that's all she sees)
I picked up all your pieces, you were broken
It's crazy now to see how I've awoken
I didn't realize that I was in love with somebody who only feels lust
Took what we had, turned to dust
You know that it's lifetime or bust
I can't believe I felt so hard for somebody who'd rather it go to rust
You keep getting lost up in your pride (lost up in your pride)
You're so confused on where your priorities lie (where your priorities lie)
Can you keep up the delusion? (aha)
I know that you still think about it
(I know that you still think about it)
We never made love with the lights on
Thinking back to where it might have went wrong
Other than the obvious shit
You'd rather give up the fight than to face it
(a message)