Slouched on the couch
My mind screams loud
Similar smell day after day
Glimpse out, I am looking away
The sky is gray and cloudy
Can't say, what day can it be
Memories looping endlessly
Haunting me
Get high, enough to forget
Though remembering good times shared
To feel your presence
Will I be able to join you
How can I survive to your absence
Feeling out of reach
No possible speech
I can't think of another way
And now, I am feeling astray
You've made my life empty
But are you really guilty
You paid so but you hurt me
Cruelly
Get high, enough to forget
Though remembering good times shared
To feel your presence
Will I be able to join you
How can I survive to your absence
Angel of death, you took him away from me
And you gave me the desire to join him
I hoped my heart would never be hurt like this
Just once again, Let me talk to him
Get high, enough to forget
Though remembering good times shared
To feel your presence
Will I be able to join you
How can I survive to your absence